This is my diary, with the title a date will be written corresponding to the time and date of the entry. i may attach images along with entries that may or may not be related to them. (M/D/Y)
getting so exhausted from work, my free time is spent entirely coping in various ways, i just bought some pens and edibles online and am anxiously waiting for them to get shipped lol. ive gotten into sort of a routine in my life and even though i can mostly handle it now i am consistently bored out of my mind... i think im still waiting for things to settle.
i spent all my moneys on food and degenerate purchases :( still got enough money to get by til next paycheck tho so it oki
one day ill start saving money lol, ive also been drinking like once or twice every week and smoking weed again
but to me life is still pretty good, i sometimes get desperate for more energy in time when im not working but ive been managing still :3
also i made a new avi (picture linked) its a super work in progress but ive been liking making booth avis
dno longer smoking cigs !!!! now i be vaping, way better riiiiiight?
ive been working a bunch, made money and then spent most of it on sussy dragon shaped amazon purchases and remote controlled shock collar, im sure my ancestors would be proud. writing this at 8am, i work 11 to 5 today and then 9 to 5 tommorow, then u bet im getting drunk on friday night and spending my weekend doing absolutely nothing, im so tired, i cant wait for a break... mentally im holding up pretty well though somehow, not nearly as anxious as i used to be, just getting gradually more tired throughout the week, hoping next weeks schedule is a lil more forgiving then this week lol
done with work, i was given a 2 days off in a row for the first time in 3 weeks !! so excited, ill likely be able to buy my new headset in 2 days as well when i get paid
im really looking forward to being back in vr, i miss cuddles and i miss drinking, i was thinking of working on a new avatar (or rehauling my current one) since i havent been in vr for so long, took such a long break i just feel like its needed lol, ill definitely post updates here and in the the photo album :)
i also gotta add that damn guest book
anyways, guess thats all for now xoxo
drank a lot last night xd, today i woke up and threw away the rest of my cigarettes, im rlly annoyed with myself for ever getting back on them, i dont want this to continue
done with work, i was given a 2 days off in a row for the first time in 3 weeks !! so excited, ill likely be able to buy my new headset in 2 days as well when i get paid
im really looking forward to being back in vr, i miss cuddles and i miss drinking, i was thinking of working on a new avatar (or rehauling my current one) since i havent been in vr for so long, took such a long break i just feel like its needed lol, ill definitely post updates here and in the the photo album :)
i also gotta add that damn guest book
anyways, guess thats all for now xoxo
FINALLY GOT VR BACK ! quest 3 is so nice, i can see everything so clearly :3 also ive turned into a furry now ig, made this edit recently, i like it a lot, i think ill keep trying to make it mine, check out the photo album to see pics of it !!
done with work, i was given a 2 days off in a row for the first time in 3 weeks !! so excited, ill likely be able to buy my new headset in 2 days as well when i get paid
im really looking forward to being back in vr, i miss cuddles and i miss drinking, i was thinking of working on a new avatar (or rehauling my current one) since i havent been in vr for so long, took such a long break i just feel like its needed lol, ill definitely post updates here and in the the photo album :)
i also gotta add that damn guest book
anyways, guess thats all for now xoxo
